JULY 21 2015 DROWNING, CAUSE? UNKNOWN

Too drained to explain,,,, anxious mind buzz, no concentration, irate, death obsession, waves of electrical thoughts unable to retain in my head. So. Not. Right,,,

DROWNING IN MYSELF ONCE AGAIN, I FRANTICALLY GRASP ABOVE ME TO TRY TO BREAK THE SURFACE FOR PRECIOUS AIR

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26 thoughts on “JULY 21 2015 DROWNING, CAUSE? UNKNOWN

  1. Love you too, i’m just. So. Tired. Of. This. Fucking. Never. Ending. Game. 40 years is too long – give me a FUCKING BREAK ALREADY!! I just wanna be done, I feel like I’ve lived 100 lives already, tired of fighting,,, so I breathe another breath & pray to GOD the knot holds another day,,, I can’t even cry, *not seeking pity, just screaming at the sky

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  2. Don’t let that fucker win. hell no. i am sorry this is where you are and what you are going through right now. We are all in this together even though you feel it just in you. I read those words that you wrote and I just KNOW EXACTLY how that feels and tears spring up and my chest aches because I am SAD that other people go through this ….but then there is the small peace and comfort and life saving kinship that comes with it. You are seen, heard, understood.

    and you can take this little bitch bipolar all the way down

    you’ve got this

    hang in there friend

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    • You know ~ it’s (depression) a BIG BITCH, BUT I’M NOW A UNBREAKABLE BITCH! it’s hard, sometimes almost impossible. But I have a pulse & I’m a BREATHING BITCH, MOTHERFUCKER!!

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