‘Cause I can’t seem to find the words to describe the thoughts screaming inside myself & if I did, could I trust myself to survive them in the DARKNESS THAT TORMENTS MY SOUL???
I shut that side of me off because my demons don’t sleep & sometimes I’m too tired to fight,,, WHEN MY SOUL TURNS BLACK.
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Feel better soon!! ❤
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Thank you Reb! It’s ongoing I just don’t talk about my demons much, I feel like I’m asking for a self imposed pity party. But you guys, VFs, my bitches make me realize I’m not doing that, I’m finally opening up about my suicide shit, other things. £0¥€ ya Reb Chicka! ;-*
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You know we are here for you. You can talk about whatever you need to to help you feel better if that is possible. I know for me talking helps, but it doesn’t work for everybody. Just do what you are comfortable with. Nothing wrong with a pity party either. I have had lots of them. ❤
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I will stab those bad feelings with my trusty spork of fuckyou-i-tude!
You are loved no matter what that bastard depression says. ❤
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Ohhh,,,, but that FUCKER is slowly killing me,,, I’m chill for now, just feels (ironically like a noose around my neck) or plastic bag over my head, gonna go out front & smoke a cig, blow fuckin’ smoke in its GD face. BRB!
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I’ll hold your hand to help pull you through ❤ I too shall stab the bad feelings-but I'm using the foodle 😉
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I £0¥€ you sissy! My ex held on & (he said, & maybe I did) I pulled him down,,, SUX cuz I’m functioning out of personal force (like I’ve always done) but it’s & you guys all know ~, exhausting! Umma have a cig, BRB in
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Bah, they don’t know true strength. That’s why you have friends like us!
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Yes’m! Had my smoke, back in, Jayden’s showered & playing videos, such a good boy! He’s my Brown Sugar! He & Nikki are my reason I’m still breathing! You & my VF sissies too! ❤
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Gotta love the babies and VF Sissies! But don’t call Blah that lol 😉
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Shhhh,,,,
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Hehehe
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Diane I hope you feel better soon.
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Thank you,
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I HATE WHEN PEOPLE ASK ME IF I AM OKAY.
For that very reason. Like STFU people. I don’t need your bullshit small talk questions. Fuck. Let’s all ride some razor-winged pegasus’ and get chopping.
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Yell shhh fire!! I am NOT ok!! Ha that doesn’t work, I really wish I could yell NOOO?!? WTF can you do to change that BITCH?!? NOT a GD THING!!! Thank God I have you guys & you guys get me!! Whew!! I love ya Zoe!!
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