*JUST LAUGH, WE HAVE TOO MUCH SORROW
*JUST LAUGH, WE HAVE TOO MUCH SORROW
WHO WANTS TO BE MY THELMA TO MY (me) LOUISE????
I’ll bring gun, we’ll both bring fun. Decision permanent.
*now taking applications, hurry deciding QUICKLY*
I’m tired, tired of feeling this way, beat, exhausted, ready to put the other foot in the ground ( maybe, not yet),
For the better part of my life 46 years. I’m mean shit I was 2 years old when I wondered why God made me live. 2 years old & wanting to die. I know what that meant: there’s no breathing, they put you deep in the dirt & you don’t ever come back, ever! an seriously enticing , drawing thought.
Bipolar and PB tendaces ALL. MY,. LIFE? Are you fucking kidding???? no, I’M NOT!!! {{{PLEASE -NO Pity PARTY WANTED}}} just purging little ass & pea brain.
Suicide attempts (several almost successful. Dammit! Since 6 years old. (Yes 6 years old I was gonna jump off my 2 story roof but my mom grabbed me. WHY?!? Multiple times later, multiple **NECKLESS SWINGS** former’cutter’ 6 times 3½in long, down to muscle, 17 sutures on average. Cig burner times 21. All on left arm. Psyche wards don’t help. NOPE! No they don’t!
&& I’m TIRED, TIRED OF THE PHYSICAL energy. Much as I’m cleaning, pacing, sex, picking arguments, irritating as fucking BS. Hating myself & the world that lied & that decived me & put me here. Weed & alcohol cleanse my FUCKED up palate. Again. Anything to not feel BUT NOT FEEL starts to make me feel a little better for awhille
I’M STILL stuck & sick times 46 GODDAMMOTHERFUKING years.
Really? Seriously? ! WTF ~ I GUESS! *** HELP ME GET AWAY FROM ME/MYSELF *** Of BEING here!!!
*This is my truth & my testimment as I write it, Dianetharp70@gmail.com dianetharp70
I’m in hell for far too long.im stuck looking all n cheery n fun n shit. But I’m exhausted. Hell me ,,, pkease. Nne takes me for real
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